hello..
sorry i missed your call last night
there is so much on my restless mind
im trying to escape from the pointless memories
of scenes from our passionate crimes
there was so much you had planned for us
if im speaking too fast i apologize
as usual im running late for work
and i dont want to miss my bus
anyway if you have time please call me later
so we can chill and cogitate
i will be working a little overtime
but i wont be home too late
i know its your choice
if you want to hear my voice
but lord knows i need to hear yours
hello..
im on my break at work
dont know why im feeling this strange hurt
you know that feeling something is missing
you cant quite put your finger on
remember how you always said
you were tired of being a pawn
being sacrificed for faithless kings
in the game of love
well sorry if im sounding melodramatic
just thought that you should know
when i couldnt bring myself to say i love you
i didnt mean to hurt you so
i know its your choice
if you want to hear my voice
lord knows i need to hear yours
hello..
im getting kind of frustrated now
at least text me to tell me why you havent called
you know a brother like me swore to god
for a woman id never crawl
i cant even enjoy my lunch
because i have a hunch
that you are ignoring me purposely
baby you can curse at me but dont treat
me like im some kind of worthless entity
i mean i know its your choice
if you want to hear my voice
lord knows i need to hear yours
hello..
i know your leaving work
and you always drive safely
so i dont expect you to pick up the phone
when you listen to these massages
you can always call when you get home
ive always said i am a total man
i accept the things in life i cant control
but i admit not speaking with you
has taken a toll
still i dont understand
im tired of calling you every few hours
it doesnt matter because my cell is dying
im going to just calm down and take a shower
it seems you have made your choice
and you dont want to hear my voice
lord knows i needed to hear yours
......hello....
hi is this dee
...yeah brah who are you and why you calling from my ladies cell...
im angels brother man. she told me alot about you. all good dawg. anyway i saw your number in her phone and had to call you bro.
...why. is she too upset to call me herself. this is childish man. i dont have time for this...
nah brah it aint like that at all. you see..ummm..damn..she left a message draft to you in her phone dawg. she never sent it. it says dee you will never know how much i love you. you dont want to. past hurts have made you stubborn to accept a womans true devotion. i will be here if and when you decide to love me
.....damn...
yeah brah. that what i said. man angel been through alot with cats. i had to break up more than a few who dogged her nah mean. so she told me about you but never told me what she felt about you. man she really loved you dawg and i thought you should know that.
.....past tense....
well dee brah...ummm..damn..angel was driving home from chruch yesterday and..ummm..this dude was drunk as hell..and he..missed a red light and..dee man angel is dead bro. the paramedics said she died instantly but..they always tell family that crap right. dee..you there brah.
.....y..yeah..man..i..im here..i..i..love to the family man..i gotta go bro....
yo dee. i will text you the arrangements man. my mom really wants to meet the dude that angel finally fell in love with. yo dawg. i gotta thank you man. you made my sister happy. even if it was only for a short while. for real.
....she..always ...deserved better from me man..
yo dawg what you gave her was something no other dude did. you gave her hope man. peace brah.
...yeah..peace man..anything i can do for yall...umm..hit me up no doubt..give my love to th family man please....
i will dee..see you at the funeral man. peace.
i will never have the choice
of hearing your voice......
again